I’m just a 7th grader. I don’t consider myself pretty, but I think I’m a little cute too. Studying is also mediocre, not good or excellent. A kid who only knows how to be crazy about TFBOYS. Or argue with adults. He’s a high school student. To me, he’s amazing. There is no criticism in studying well, especially in Chemistry. A person who often listens to Chinese music. Very polite to people older than me. Me and him, two completely different people. A good student, a pretty good student. One is polite, the other is stubborn. A talented person, a useless person. To me, he is the whole world that I wish to embrace. And he is….. haizz
My place is more than 1000km away from where he lives. Every day I look at him through the cold screen. I wanted to text him but didn’t have the courage. I know a lot about him. But why doesn’t he know anything about me. I just hope that one day, the line of people pushes me to meet him to tell him “Brother, I love you”. But God is ironic. The so-called “Destiny” makes the distance between me and him further and further. As long as there is no distance between me and him…
His hand must have been soft and warm. His smile must be very charming and sunny. His shoulders will be wide enough for someone to lean on. His arms will be very wide to hold someone in his lap. Oh! The more I describe it, the more I want to be treated like that. Every time I see him sad, my heart hurts. Every time I see him happy, my heart leaps with joy. No matter what he does, I’m sure I’ll follow him too. But…. I must not think badly, must think well for him. In me, completely empty. There is only one world that occupies my whole heart, and that is him. My youth is kept by him. My heart is also he holds. If someone else takes over his world, then… my youth, where will my heart be……
I am not afraid of suffering, not afraid of extremes. Not even afraid of ghosts or demons. What I fear is that my world is being embraced by someone else. One day, I will meet him. If I’m lucky, he and I will be friends or on friendship. And if we’re lucky… he and I will be strangers. One day, I will meet him. If I’m lucky, he and I will be friends or on friendship. And if we’re lucky… he and I will be strangers.
Just want to tell him one thing is “Never give me my youth back!”
PS: I love you!
She and I were in the same class in 8th grade. Up until now, rarely had a girl moved me or noticed, but she made me feel moved. Feeling a little uncomfortable in my heart, I shared it with my close friends. And they are no less, especially the guy sitting next to me. She went to tell her best friend, if she called her best friend, she should share, right? But I still don’t understand why she didn’t react… Maybe she already knew, or was it because she also had a little crush on me? Or… because she already has a lover, she doesn’t care?
Every day is the same, I still go to school, and so is she, in the same class but I feel so far away from her! Risking a life, I immediately asked for her facebook. Fortunately, she was not detected, so I started talking to her, talking about heaven and earth, transcontinental… I felt happy, couldn’t sleep all night, so I could approach her. Day 2… day 3… just texted her like that. She was shy in class, but she texted like a close friend at home. I am very happy indeed.
Once, she told me that she knew me before. Ever since I was in elementary school, I felt like I was heartless, the person I liked stayed by my side for years without even knowing it… It’s heartless! Then one day… I saw a guy standing in front of my class when I was leaving. Thought she was waiting for you to come back together, but… she happily walked towards that person. The boy also replied with a sunny smile. Then the two of them went down to the yard, me but the statue was dumbfounded.
My emotions at that time were mixed, miserable, sad, lonely, it made me feel uncomfortable… I still remember that time… my face was like a “race track”, tears fell down, my throat constricted. My legs were also numb after that, from standing for a long time. I took the car and went back… In the afternoon, Saigon was at rush hour, I felt even weaker, I kept cycling, I don’t want to go home now. But I decided, I decided to confess to her even though I knew I wouldn’t receive love from her.
I texted: “No girl has ever made me feel like you before”. Realizing it was a confession, she texted: “JF”. And I just see the message. I feel like I’m relieved. The next day, I was back to normal, intending to ask her what “JF” is? But… for the past few days, she’s been off constantly, texting and not replying, I’m a little worried. Immediately find her boyfriend to ask. Turns out… that boy is just her cousin, she doesn’t have a lover. And the fact that she dropped out of school was because she withdrew her application and went to study abroad. That day, that same day, her flight took off…
I love you forever.
I’ve been defeated by my own wrong choices, life has taught me so much, and I understand that it’s all just an illusion…
I loved you more than I could, but it would all be meaningless to you, you were so cruel to leave me a heartbreak in despair. I know I have no right to ask for anything, and no right to blame you, but in the depths of my heart – you forever belong to the domain of painful memories.
For the first time, I understood the true meaning of the two words “despair”. The naked truth has awakened me in the depths of illusion. You – a strong and individual woman, became weak and melted in your loving arms. I burned myself with a love filled with passion and guilt, feeling happiness in bitterness and regret.
You are passionately passionate and passionate – the moments with you, I feel dumbfounded in each sweet moment, mixed with pain in each invisible space.
My honey! I’m not the first man you fell in love with, but I’ll always be the man you love the most, knowing that I’ll never be yours alone, never yours in the true sense of the word. . I will still love you, love in despair and love in pain.
I will leave, will walk out of your life with a bleeding heart, carrying a whole domain of memories that belong to you. And you – come back with all that is yours, what you have chosen. I will forever wish you happiness with all that you have, and all that you will have. Love has taught me how to sacrifice, how to accept. From now on, I will face everything alone, overcome the storm alone, heal the wounds alone, even in hopelessness.
Love and wait
Today is a sad afternoon… I sit quietly by the beach and look far away somewhere. Under the faint sunlight that was about to go out when sunset came, the feeling of sadness broke my heart again. Because I miss you, really miss you. He came into my life quietly and then went deep into my heart from time to time. I went through a not too long road with him but also had many unforgettable memories. He gives me a warm feeling when talking to me, happy and sad, as long as I talk to him, I feel relieved. Because I’m a girl, sometimes I get angry and jealous, but that makes me love him even more.
The sound of the waves is so melodious, so smooth, so soft, as if it wants to talk to me. The waves were silent, then the waves surged, and so, one after another, they crashed on the shore, touching my feet. Does the wave understand what I’m thinking… Well, remember, remember that person of mine, remember that face, remember that smile, remember that voice, miss it so much. But what to do, he is thousands of kilometers away from me, this scary distance always makes me tired and lonely. That’s what it’s like to be in a long distance relationship, I know, but everything will be fine – he always tells me that.
For me, it is really hard to trust someone when that person is not by my side. Doubts and thoughts, where are you? What do you do? Who do you go with? do you miss me Those questions kept rushing, making me stuck, unable to breathe, because how to know the correct answer. From the day I fell in love with you, I also loved the computer screen, waiting for a message from someone every day seems to have become a habit.
The first day I met him, I was so nervous that I couldn’t sleep, I just lay there and waited for the message that “you’ve arrived”. Feeling comforted because the wait for 1 year has finally paid off, I just wanted to run to him at that moment, hug him tightly to satisfy my longing. At 4 am, I woke up but I didn’t actually sleep, I counted every second, every minute, waiting for the moment to see his face.
The hug and the first touch of lips made me unforgettable, how warm and sweet it was. Being in his arms, feeling his warmth, I’m so happy! But why is time so short, I’ve only just met you, is it time to say goodbye to you… Even on the last day, I don’t dare to meet you because I’m afraid I’m not brave enough to let you departure. It hurt, it really hurt, I cried a lot… I wondered: “Why is fate so ironic? If you don’t want us to be together, why let us meet?” Waiting is the test of my little heart Now it’s just me and the sea, I don’t know how long it will be until I see you again in this place, but I accept to wait for this love is really.
Day after day, the sea is still the same, still blue, still rolling the waves and I’m still here alone, waiting, waiting and waiting… waiting to see your face, to be seen his smile, to hug him once more.
Don `t go!
“Because there you won’t see me anymore, because there you will like someone else, because…”
Perhaps when the heart has reached its tolerance limit, when emotions are no longer the tail of reason, then as a matter of course, Thu only acts according to the heart. She just tried to hold on to a man to stay, the one she loved, who kept her awake at night but did not dare to express it, did not dare to step forward. Just because you are so perfect, you are polite and rich, you have so many satellites around. As for Thu, she is not one of them, she is not beautiful and is just a contract preschool teacher, she can only follow her and beg her brother to invite Nam to his house to play.
Yes, so far, she only dared to watch him from afar, her heart fluttering when he gently called her “baby”. Perhaps to him, she was just a little sister. For me, according to the bridging nature, my best friend’s brother is also my brother. Since when, that thought had been ingrained in her heart, she never dared to confess her feelings to him. She is afraid of losing the thin thread that binds the relationship between the two. She was afraid that at some point, when she knew her feelings, he would no longer appear in her life.
Many times, she still thinks of his intimate gestures, when he says: “Grow up quickly, I’ll wait…”. Thu knew it was just a joke, a tease, but there was a time when she hoped, there was a time. when she thought it was his sincere words to her. But Thu always stops at the right time, she doesn’t want to fool herself in the illusion, she doesn’t want to stay up all night just to remember someone she doesn’t dare to step up to.
Thu remembers when he held her hand during a crowded concert, but instinctively, she withdrew her hand automatically. Though that night, she spent hours just looking at her hands and remembering his scent. I don’t know if it’s because I miss him too much, because my feelings for him are getting more and more full, but sometimes she sees his eyes so deep and filled, sometimes she sees them in the messages he talks every night. To her, it’s not just love for your sister.
But as always, she knew how to withdraw, she knew how to make her heart stop. And Nam is still there, intact in her heart. Although there were times when she regretted the fact that he asked her to go out for a cup of coffee, when he held her hand tightly through the crowd, but she did not want to push herself too deeply, if he did not accept her feelings, she she wasn’t afraid to hurt herself, she could bear it, but she was afraid of losing him, afraid of not seeing him again.
Friends say she is shy and overly sensitive. Even according to her friend’s assessment, Nam also had feelings for her, but at that time she only smiled sadly. Yes, maybe she was too shy to say it, but she didn’t dare to bet, as always, she was still happy just to see him.
When he heard from his brother that Nam was about to change jobs, he excitedly discussed his plans to hold a farewell party. At that time, her ears seemed to be ringing, walking quickly to her room unconsciously, she burst into tears: Is there really no chance for you? Gathering up her courage, she called to make an appointment with him. For the first time in her life, she wanted to be herself, to hold her own happiness.
Opposite him in the cafe. Looking into his eyes as if waiting for something in him, she just wanted to cry. How much she wanted to express, how much she wanted him to understand suddenly disappeared, the courage she was prepared for might have fallen somewhere when she rushed to meet him. In the end, she couldn’t believe she said: “I heard that you are about to be promoted, so you changed jobs, congratulations…”. He looked at her with wide eyes, surprised and disappointed: “Congratulations…, thank you…, then I have to go back to prepare my luggage, see you later…”. Seeing Nam smile sadly and turn away, she involuntarily ran to grab his lap, his legs stopped when he heard her say in sobs: “Don’t go…”
Bending down to wipe her tears, he gently asked: “Why, dear…”. Thu did not dare to look up at his face. Her reason was no longer strong enough to resist the emotions, the disturbances in her heart. It was evident in every line of her face, her cheeks were red, her nose was sniffling, tears were on the verge of overflowing… The pent-up emotions, so many sobs, suddenly burst into her mind. moment: “Because I don’t see you there anymore, because there you will like other people, because…” Thu sobbed. But she didn’t notice the happiness on Nam’s face, her eyes blurred so she couldn’t see his bright smile at that time, only when he hugged her and said: “You’re kidding me, I don’t move. where to go, I ask your brother to lie, because you are so hard, you won’t fall in any way, so I want to see if I have any value to you…”. Thu looked at him in surprise, facing a face she had never dared to look directly, she knew, it was all true, and this happy moment was for her. And she found the solution for her heart, for her future.
Brother and sister
I just happened to know you through social media. Thanks to an online sister, you seem special, don’t you? The name sounds great too. You’re the one who actively texted me. We talked for a long time too. But just stop at brother and sister. A seemingly ambiguous relationship. But strangely sweet. I always care about you, more than a brother. It’s like a habit, I text you every day. Each week will regularly call each other. Yell at me if I haven’t eaten. Confused, he asked everyone he knew, “Where are you?” Just because you don’t pick up the phone. They say it’s love between men and women? They’re wrong, it’s just brother and sister.
A year later, I was considered a “silver” when I introduced my best friend to you. Not long after, he confessed to me. He immediately said “it’s good, get used to it”. Show that you took care of me a lot. I’m afraid you won’t be happy. But you are still my brother. Until the day that… his best friend, liked another girl.
“It’s okay to be with anyone who wears a mask, it’s okay to go with anyone who is strong, but when you’re around me, don’t be like that. Because I don’t watch those things, what I see is your scratched soul. You can’t do anything, just listen and talk to me. But you should also remember that whoever caused you hurt, as long as you say yes for 1 hour, the child’s parents will immediately recognize if they don’t. out 🙂 ok?” – I still remember that saying when your friend hurt me. It gives me a feeling of joy, when surrounded. And I didn’t hesitate to give up that friend just for you. Is it the brother’s actions towards the sister too? I’m still wondering.
There are times, when the exam is coming, I have to stay up late to study, so do you. So the two of them called to each other, one is the sister to study, the other is the brother to study, and also can be silent and study together. Sometimes, I get mad at you, lock Facebook for a whole day just because of your habit of not eating breakfast. Every time I called to you, you were there, when I was happy and when I was sad. They all have a comforting brother, it’s true that having a brother is really good. There are times when I am sad, but I like to drink beer and smoke a few cigarettes. It was you who helped me stop those bad things. He often stays up late, or rather lives at night. Yet he loves sunflowers. You’re a little romantic, aren’t you? But… other people look at sunflowers with a feeling of happiness. But why do I feel heartache when I look at sunflowers now?
Although the distance is a bit far, it is not easy for brother and sister to meet each other. How many times have you set appointments? But it seems that God did not allow us to meet each other. Until, I wanted to lock Facebook, when I reopened it, I received the message “I only have about a month left”. I was so scared at the time, I just wished it was a joke. I wish it wasn’t true, because if it were true, I would again… lose a brother.
And then finally… I finally met you. That day … the day I will never forget. I went to the house to look for you. As a result, my brother is really beautiful, his smile is also beautiful. It’s just a bit wrong, why do so many people come to your house? Why are there only tears in my eyes?
Turns out, in front of me was just a picture of you. Where did you go? I myself am wondering. But it also compensated with an answer “Go.
They say “What God takes from you, he gives you back something else.” God took you away from here, but I still haven’t received anything in return but missing you. To this day, I still text you regularly, sometimes with a few narration, sometimes a few confessions, just to hope one day to receive a reply from you.
One-sided love for a thousand years
Until one day I suddenly realized, the image of “Stupid” in me was too big, I felt like I was weighed down by that feeling.
More than 7 years of knowing each other, but it seems that only I carry in my heart an indescribable feeling, the feeling that “Stupid” often calls “one-sided”. Over 7 years, sometimes happy and sometimes extremely tired. For more than 7 years, that image has never gone out of my mind. For more than 7 years, I always told my heart that “Stupid” never thought about me to make my heart lighter, but no, the more I told my heart, the more my heart overflowed with emotions.
There was a time when I wanted to suppress that feeling to find a new horizon, but I didn’t feel comfortable, and then that feeling came back and got bigger and bigger in me. There are also times when “Stupid” has expressions that make me dumbfounded, but maybe because I know “Stupid” for so long and also so close, I can’t realize it’s just a carefree friendship or something. again. I tried many times to avoid “Stupid” because I was afraid, afraid that the image would be bigger, afraid that I would not be able to hold back my emotions. But I couldn’t cross my arms over the difficulties of “Stupid”, and so I couldn’t control myself but followed my heart’s call to come and help “Stupid”. And each time, I know the image grows a little bigger.
When “Stupid” has difficulties or complains to me, my heart feels like it’s constricted, as if everything is happening to me. Me and “Stupid” seem to be more intimate, but everything to me is just a kind of close old friendship. I’ve done everything but never thought that doing so was to be “Stupid” to see me differently, never.
How many times have I seen other people come and say the same “Stupid”, so many times I just stood behind and silently watched. I admire those people, they dared to show their affection to “Stupid”. As for me, I was always afraid of losing a good friendship, so I just told my heart to hold back.
Until one day, I noticed that “Stupid” had some strange expressions, I wanted to confess to “Stupid”, but then stopped, because “Stupid” was still too busy with work, private life, because I don’t want “Stupid” to think too much but affect the life of “Stupid”, and above all I always want “Stupid” to achieve the best. But “Stupid” you know, that repressed feeling is really uncomfortable. Just thinking of “Stupid” makes me happy, but then I get heartbroken because “Stupid” has never thought of me differently, has never had a sentiment higher than friendship.
Very tired, very hard. I really want “Stupid” to know how I feel and think, I really do.
I will be like the sea breeze!
The sea was quiet in the afternoon, the waves lapped gently on the shore, but his heart was so sad. Mind! I miss you you know? I – not the first love, but you are not the last love, a fact that we have to be apart like the sea breeze.
That afternoon, as usual, I let myself loose with the waves, mingle with the gentle breezes on the golden sandy beach, a beauty still left in the village. I feel like my heart is so peaceful after a stressful working week when I am immersed in the waves, wind, immense sea, and the scent of green eucalyptus trees.
Then I met her, a small girl with jet-black eyes, long hair that fell down her back, a charming smile with dimples, a gentle but loving beauty. You came so gently like a fleeting sea breeze cooling my heart at the first meeting.
– What are you, may I ask? – she said when I was forever immersed in thoughts, startled I turned around. – What are you?
– Do you have to go to medical school? I see you familiar?
– Yeah, that’s right! But I have graduated from school and have been working for more than a year, is there anything wrong? How do we know you?
– Yes, it’s nothing. I see you’re familiar, so I asked!
– When did you see me?
– Well, I have a friend who goes to medical school, so I sometimes go there to play and see you a few times, you probably don’t know me.
– Yeah, sorry, I don’t remember seeing you or not.
– Because I’m the class president, I don’t know you. I’ve gone several times with my friends to attend your class’s picnics, so I know you, always lively, funny and funny.
– I praise you too much, you are normal. So what school do you go to? Where is my hometown? Why are you here now?
– Today is the weekend, so I go to my friend’s house to play, my friend’s house is near the sea.
Tuong Vy is my name, a very beautiful and meaningful name. You and I have known each other since then, also by chance and with a little bit of fun, I did not expect that the student period has passed, now that I have gone to work, there are still people who remember me.
Since then, she and I have often called and texted, dated and chatted together, surprisingly because her office is also close to mine. My love for you and I also grows over the years, not busy but peaceful and quiet, more and more we love each other and I discovered in you many surprises and full of love, I love you a lot and also gradually forget about the first love.
Being infatuated with sweet, romantic kisses of love, being happy with simple memories, one day she asked me:
– If there are four days left for me to love you, which days would you choose?
“I will love you in spring, summer, autumn and winter,” I replied.
– What about three days?
– I love you yesterday, today and tomorrow.
– So only two days left?
– I love you even and odd days.
– Only one more day left?
– I love you as long as I live.
She told me that she just asked me that, but it didn’t mean anything, but in my heart I was also very happy because throughout my life my love for her was forever, and that happiness never changed.
Tuong Vy is a beautiful flower, gentle, proud but fragile and vulnerable. You too, you are emotional and full of love, always giving me surprises and full of pride when walking with you, but hidden in you is a very personal and also very vulnerable thought. I love you, respect you and always keep the love I have.
But in true love is not always complete, even though the deep meaning of my brother’s questions I cannot fully understand? Maybe it will start for something vaguely distant. But my thoughts gradually drift into the past because my love and you have been gone for three years, it is also a time to listen to my heart to speak for a love.
Then one day early in the morning I received a text “I miss you so much”. Just like that, the heart is so happy, the heart is strangely burning, not knowing that after the happy moment is the sadness that makes the heart unable to confide in anyone.
Since that message, she no longer contacted me, called me, she didn’t answer the phone, she didn’t reply to text messages and she passed away in a longing nostalgia for me. I can only be sad and recall a joke she made before, but now it’s come true “One day you will be like the gentle breeze of the sea”. You left without knowing that I was sad and missed you so much even though you have your own reasons. Not holding back, still quietly and peacefully, just sad, really sad, I wish you happiness and peace with your new love.